While I agree that paying for a type-rating is today's reality, buying one impulsively and see what happens after, without doing a research first, or even despite that, is plain stupid, and hardly a desired quality of an airline pilot.
Like others said, do us all a favour, quit this and become an entrepreneur - you'll be much better at that. That's where the risk taking is often rewarding.
With this attitude your airline career will not be an enjoyable journey for you anyway, and also not for the people around you.
Perhaps not what you wanted to hear.
Alternatively take some time and change your approach and attitude entirely.