There was a thread called 'reluctant paratroopers' a year or so ago. Nothing to do with Bold Guard but thread creep ended up there.
A poster called ancientaviator62 was a ALM on the same drop pointed me to the Hansard enquiry results and was certainly well worth a read if you were involved that night. I didn't realise anybody aborted the drop, interesting.
Just search for the thread or the user.