yes I suppose that is an accurate summation of the situation!! I simply cannot stop on the quest being as its been 7 years now of blood sweat and tears and still every day I wake up and I am as motivated if not more so than I was when I set out on the venture!! its just rather concerning that the licence only has validity for 5 years so its always worth an ask but I simply have to take the step even if I lost everything in the process at least I won't go to the grave as a 'could have been'.
thanks Phil! you've inspired me!!!
if anyone else has any input I would gladly invite it!