I wont be CC for the rest of my life. I refuse to ruin the market for myself and my colleagues. In some cases you need to be selfish yes, but this is from the lowest level. High Marks or not. No one cares. You take away chances for boys and girls who are also very good, but not having the funds. They are chanceless, because of guys like you.
And I WILL get my chance. And if it did not work, then so be it. But I dont let me get screwed over by an employer and work as a slave. Even worse then a slave. Because slaves did not have to pay to work.
I am very patient, and my time will come. Guys in the company I work for were also patient for like 3-5 years, but they got their job in the cockpit. Cabin Crew, Ramp Agents etc. I am finished since Sept. 2013. So 2 years ain't that bad yet. But still. I have a mission, and I will NOT give up.