Here we go again.
There are currently three similar threads running along the same lines, ccts and landings. The simple truth is you will get it when you get it. No amount of posts here will make any difference to your own circumstances. If you are trying to remember what you read here whilst flying the cct rather than listening to what your skilled instructor is teaching, you'll only take longer. If you want to upset your instructor, try beginning a sentence with "I read on the Internet..." Hundreds of thousands have preceded you without the internet.