avgas172.
"When will they ever learn" indeed. Seeger's anti war rhetoric and angst toward the government was misdirected towards members of the armed forces. In the same vein of perceived injustice, you're angry because you perceive that a young pilot who is less worthy than you is forging ahead in their career, whilst yours is dead.
You're a failed commercial pilot who desperately seeks positive affirmation from pilots on an anonymous forum. And that is sad. So Is the fact that you can't start a 206. Put down the camera and get back to work.