I am a 60 year old pilot, 14,500 hrs, no accidents, paid for all my training 35 years ago. One day I hope to have a job again!
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500 hours since the 18th of January and not even working that's impressive.
Or your the resident village idiot walter mitty from the Instructors forum with yet another login.
But either way if you can't understand that I think the chances of you getting a job are pretty much nil.