You make it sound like you won't enjoy flying a jet ! Maybe jets won't give you what you are looking for.
Do pilots actually enjoy flying jets or is it just a good income that attracts? personally I would rather spend the rest of my (limited) life instructing, even with theory tuition than fly an E190 or B737 every day, so I guess it just depends on your mindset at the present time (different strokes for different folks)
Good luck on your trip through life anyway!
