Life is what happens to you while you’re busy making other plans.
I guess I am one of the lucky ones. Got a chance to fly an airbus right after my CPL.
Now with over 4,000 hours on the bus it's difficult to imagine where life would've taken me. It's great to see your passion for flying but venting might not help here. Take stock of a situation and do as you deem fit...
And since i started with an angrezzi quote let me end by saying,
You can take a Rathore out of Ranjore, but you can never take the Ranjore out of a Rathore 
PS: For the few who don't speak the language of a billion people, the last quote meant,
you can take a dog out of a fight, but you can never take the fight out of a dog
PPS: Keep that passion alive, don't give up on this fight. I hope to see your dreams take a flight soon
