Love or money
The things I do for money I hate the things I do/have/want because I love them/it/thing/object I ENJOY.
Gave up flying once because money was tight, got a job with money and life was tight.
Found a girl I loved got married and now am looking for another flying position, why cause this life is short, don't judge it on money, jets and fast cars.
I plan to have fun with the girl I love and fly. The next world, who knows, time warp/aliens or just nothing.
Stick at it mate it will pass, unless you really hate flying and want another job.