Sure, I'm happy: But that is despite the efforts of my employer, not because of them. Virtually
All your problems are on the ground - as soon as the doors close, you have some small degree of control over your immediate future and can start to make things go better.
It still surprises me how many people who don't fly for a living feel that they are competent to issue instructions to those who do
Flying remains the best way I know to make a living - I've never regretted starting all those years back.