I'm really surprised about the behaviour of someone here, and maybe you are even professional pilots..but i don0t think and i hope so, as i can feel so many negativity in your approach versus new people with new hopes..and then is how do you face the life and cope with the daily stress!
I'm really PROUD to have in the world collegues or future collegues like you!
SNZG what I can tell you is take your time since you are so young but in the same time let me ask something..why you didn't join the cadet program of your national flag company? MEA I mean....
Anyway take it easy and I suggest you in the mean time go forward with your studies, it's always better to have some University culture.
Then turning 23 start to do your research and connection.