Thanks for the answer.
Well, I do not consider P2F as a solution...
sevenstrokeroll: I started high OK, but hey I would have been stupid to refuse such an opportunity... I think you come from the US (Wrong ?) but here in Europe the situation is not the same. CFI = 10 000€ and then voluntary activity, that doesn't pay your bills...
Hoppefully my first sim was done by the airline, so my TR is now valid until next year...