I take it you don't have a licence then?
If you did you'd know that;
a) From all your dealings with the CAA to get one and throughout your training there's never been a mention of "accidents on your licence".
b) From having examined the licence you'd know there is nowhere to record accidents.
c) Where and when have you ever heard of any kind of licence on which accidents are recorded.
d) Why would you not fly again after an accident that you'd "starred" in? You wouldn't be fired by your current employer for a start...
Accidents may go on your reputatio thoiugh but they aren't recorded other than in accident reports which contain no name, meeja reports which often do, and Chief Pilots' memories which most certainly do but are notoriously unreliable as to detail and factual content.