"Primed" good god I hope you are just a wind up merchant.You haven't as much kicked a tire/tyre on a training a/c and are smarting off to senior CX crew! Every pilot on the planet remembers their first solo,some with confidence most with sphincter twinges so i suggest you atleast get to that stage before you decide who you will be checking to line.Ofcourse this comes with the caveat that you do actually have to 'solo' before joining as a SO?