Hi Pilotchute, many thanks for the reassuring words, I hope that you understand that I did not intend any disrespect or animosity to you in my earlier post.
I absolutely appreciate that your boss can pick and choose from the top of the tree at the moment and not have to bother with the low hanging fruit such as myself.
I am in an extremely fortunate position compared to most unemployed pilots in that I do have the support of a fantastic wife and I do have a well paid (non flying) job to keep me going and provide for my family and I do not have any debt so if the flying career never happens we will not lose our house.
Congratulations and kudos to yourself on having a flying job right now, all the best and stay safe.