Mate,
I left aviation in March or April this year (2002). I had 1234 hours made up of charter and instructing time. My boss at the time gave my job to a fellow employee for about $200 a week. At the time it p#ssed me off, but now I know that it was one of the greatest things that ever happened to me.
Aviation is a criminal business. It shouldn't be allowed to operate the way that it does. But Pilots have it drummed into them that it's "...the way it is - always has been always will be...", and they are prepared to accept it, and abuse themselves at the same time. Don't lower yourself to that standard!
Life "on the outside" is fantastic. Don't be concerned about the money you have invested in aviation - cut your losses and start fresh.
Life is good. Enjoy it whilst you can.
Good Luck!
