Saddest Aviator
Not to worry, I have jacked in aviation and gone back to the Business/IT world. Luckily I do have 12 years experience in business/IT and a Masters degree so that was something to fall back on.
I love flying, but not the bull**** that goes with it. I am also a pilot that loves real hands on flying, not airline crap. Fortunately I make a hell of a lot more money in business/IT than aviation and dont regret leaving aviation at all and will never go back as I know what it is about.
Just make a decision, to stay or go and stick with it, dont get caught up with indecision as that is what gives you restless nights. Good luck to you and all those who decide to stick with it, I for one am probably going to even let my license go completely to ensure I can never go back. Best of luck!!