I have a few job offers which won't start for a while, I am having a couple of months away from flying. I am completely bored/dis-illusioned with it. I am going to relax, not set the alarm for 0400hrs and find something peaceful to do and until my new job starts.
Can I afford to do that? Not really but life is short and I don't wish to become a miserable short tempered soul who is no fun to be around.
Life is so preciously short it's ridiculous, you have got to make the most of your time here.