thats the problem with all of you, it's "my passion", "me me me". you all think it's about yourself only and you make yourself miserable.
why don't you turn a little bit to others instead to focus on your egocentricity.
you will never get rid of your aviation bug with this attitude.
be careful, I have been infected too but now with experience and age, I can see where your are heading if you don't take proper steps for your mental equilibrum.
