I'm with the other posters on this. Good on you for not even trying to make excuses. These things do happen. Learn from it and continue to be open.
As a young pilot (long ago now unfortunately
) I learned more from listening to a few pilots that regaled me with their stuff ups and accidents and didn't hide them. There were others, with wrecks parked behind many a hangar, who never said a word. I learned nothing from them.