you talk a lot cefey!!!, but you don't prove anything here.
I want you to apply to airline and get a job next week.
how many CV have sent so far? none.
how many flying jobs did you get so far? none
how much money to you bring home every month from flying? NONE!
so keep it down, or go back to your wonderland. We don't need ice smoker here. We are professional pilots, not 16 yo kid like you with no life experience. go get your own experience!
for me, you are like these young naive chaps I sometimes meet who are totally blinded by the flying dream, who got money from their daddy, and thinks a jet job will wait for them once their blue license is in their flying bag..
get a uni degree, and go work...maybe you are too lazy? what's wrong with Uni, maybe you are not smart enough? and you want become a professional pilot?
most guys I know, don't want fly at night, don't want wake up at 0400, etc.
Are you aware that being a pilot is hard job and only reserved for the hard workers.
Son,have you done at least your military service?