Troff
When I joined ( around 10 years ago) I also new what i was signing up for , and its not what you signed up for , that I gaurantee you.
It used to be a great place to work .So I also signed up with my eyes wide open. Oh and as for leaving , I,m working on it mate.
If you live in a minefield it just a matter of time , before you step on one.
Good luck to you