In case you didn't notice, this is a discussion board, it is moderated & the topic starter doesn't get to "control" the discussion. There is a dedicated
wannabe forum, you will find like-minded individuals there without real world experience to assist you.
You seem absolutely determined on a course of action in spite of all the warning signs, your choice. You simply don't want to hear a contrary view. I'm wondering if aviation is for you? Do you know what GRADE stands for?
Other here have expressed that they want to hear the contrary opinion, whilst I may not agree with their decision, I respect their process of logically solving a complex, confusing & difficult problem. These are the people I want to sit behind when I go on holiday.
Oh, and as for the hobby, I've already had my 8.5km bushwalk today.