Is it worth it?
To Antonov:
Hi, I have had a similar experience to yours. As a 17 year old the only thing i had in my mind was flying. Somebody then told me to expand my horizons a little; go travel, work, study and then when you've tried out a few things and gained some life experience decide what you want to do. Today I am pursuing something unrelated to aviation.
With that said, I think it is important to respect other people's decisions in life whatever they may be. You have had your experiences which have lead you one way, others have had theirs. There is no right or wrong.
I wish everyone good luck in whatever they decide to pursue in life. As long as it means something to you, i think it's right. Also remember if it doesn't work out there are plenty of other things that will excite you, i'm sure.