exeng, the only reason I asked you the question was because I wrote about my feelings which are very similar to what DCW described...
I simply wrote how I am feeling, being completely honest here! Call me what you want...yes, I am a grown-up woman who has been flying for 12 years and even though I am going to work on the 20th (just like I said in my previous post) I cant help but feeling really anxious about it!!!