I hope you still hold your head high when the property is sold to service your loan. The above post is good advice.
If you want to fly you've got years ahead of you to do it in. A command decision is based on the best advice, information and experience and always having an alternative should it go wrong.
What you're saying is that despite the weather forecast at destination being below limits, you're going to go and land there even though your alternates are wide open.
Not big or clever. I hope you have the courage to post your experience after completing training and to keep it updated. Maybe you'll surprise us all but I really really doubt it.
However, as you're hell bent on financial suicide not only for yourself but more so for your financial backer, the first thing you need to do is get yourself down to the CAA and get a class 1 medical. Without that you'll never fly anything more than a paper plane.