dont do it
Hold your nerve, work your ticket. Times are grim now, but there are always opportunities if you look hard enough. Things will improve, it has always been like this, feast, then famine.
Do not be tempted to buy a job. You have to remember that very often the pilot recruitment process is started by other pilots, long before an interview is offered, my airline, and I know of two others will simply slip your CV into the bin if there is the mearest wiff of Ryanair. You have to understand the depth of loathing that has been created, and no amount of pleading that you had no choice, will cut any ice.