Well Guitar Boy you've had some pretty good advice dished out to you so far.As has been said , try and get a job within the industry and maintain a current licence.Don't give up and stay positive irrespective of what people around you may say.You never know what may come your way one day.I also understand your post about "being better that the existing FOs" because quite frankly you are right.During the boom there were many who managed to get a job without really deserving.I've come across such people and always felt that they certainly didn't belong in the cockpit.At least they owed it to the passengers to stay away.Nevertheless best of luck for your flying career and hope to see you on the flight deck soon.
