Flintstone,
I see as well as anybody else - it is you who fail to see that in me. As it transpires, I took the correct action - I am happy now. And I was displaying a natural reaction to somebody who'd just put a huge pile of books on their head and was still working out whether they could handle the balance. In the end I could, and the decision was right for me. No pain, no gain, that's what they say.
And you should be happy to, I forfeit, you win
Life, if you can't beat it, make the best of it,
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