You ungrateful idiot. Most people on here would give their right arm for the opportunity you have.
You have a commercial job, you will be paid to fly that a/c and accrue hours at their expense not yours. This market is saturated with low houred guys clammering for their first job, more 200 hour guys than you can shake a ****ty stick at and you are dreaming about flying a jet. Trust me, flying a jet isn't all it's cracked up to be.
Pull your head out of your arse and get on with it. If not, send me the address as i know 10 blokes who'd do it!!!!!!