I respect you for admitting your ego is directing you rather than your enthusiasm, since many would not be so gracious to admit that. Flying a jet is a job and I can assure you it is not sexy or glamorous but like any flying job it is great since at the end of the day it allows one to fly. Flying a turboprop can be just as rewarding and fun and sometimes more so. If turboprop pilots were paid the same as Jet guys, I guess many would opt to fly a turboprop since one could have more fun when flying for the same salary!