I can't help suspecting that this is some sort of wind up, however if it isn't you should be ashamed of yourself.
I suddenly realised how depressing it was sitting in the a/c I was in and wishing I had waited for a job with a jet a/c.
In my opinion you have no passion for 'flying.' Maybe flying an older, conventional aircraft of around 6 tonne is too much like hard work for you? It now seems a far cry from all the glossy posters of the modern flight decks onboard the Boeings and 'Buses that were pinned to the walls at your integrated school. Maybe it doesn't live up to how you planned to discuss your new career to your mates or some bird you met down the local cattle market?
By the way mate, I fly the NG and it isn't all that. I often envy those who work in the type of operation that you find yourself. So stop sounding like a complete dick head and relish what you have. Flying isn't about monitoring an autoflight system!