However, here is the problem I knew starting out the a/c type I'd be flying and I knew I wanted something bigger and faster
May I respectfully suggest that you give yourself a kick up the @rse and stop winding up other folks in the forum who would give their eye-teeth to be employed. It is your first job for Heaven's sake and you are damned lucky to have got it in today's climate. I am not sure how you pulled the wool over the interviewers' eye with such motivation.
You certainly give a very unfortunate impression of yourself as a spoiled young person and I for one would not enjoy having you in my RHS with such a negative attitude.
HWB