To the Loc-Dude,
I think you are right. Because when a immatured person like you, talking that kind of nonsense, was probably issued a JAA-license, then the JAA is really too damn-soft...
To the Lion guys: I am sad to hear this kind of bad news. I really can understand your situation, since I am flying for a small cargo-company, too... Probably with similar up and downs....
Good Luck ! I wish you the best, and let's be positive !