disillusioned
mate these posts would turn anyone off, turned me off for sure. but you have to make the decision for yourself. you can try it, if its not for you then
leave after your bond.
in this industry you will get alot of advice from all sorts of people, take it on board to help you make your decision, but you only live once so i think its best to make up your mind on based on what you experience.
all the best
ps yeh i dont kinow if its the best place to post