Forget about it. Completely. Do something productive. Useful. Go into an ops department or get a job at an airport - start making links now, it will benefit you in a few years time. Whatever you do *don't* throw money at flying training - screw the dream, smell the coffee.
I've been following this thread for a while and my own thoughts and WWW's predictions have been remarkably in line. Who supplies your balls, WWW?