JV126
From your reactions I would say that you are in denial. It seems to me that you are afraid of the truth.
It is true that CIA has no IFR rated Alpha.
It is also true that the student to airplane ratio totally goes against the regs in the A.O.
Basing on your response maybe you should consider other options instead of MPL. If you feel that your future is in jeopardy then maybe it is.
my 2 cents......