I wouldn't pay too much attention to those that ridicule you 'Surditas'. You have a 50/50 chance of getting in any Co, just like the 50/50 personal opinion of those within here.
Yr biggest downfall here when you first posted yr thread was the way you presented yr enquiries. Those that responded with malice have issues with anybody that's not like them. Those that responded with helpful suggestions are simply nice people, shame their pilots !
CW