Kurimaw, take a breather dude! Find another forum where you can vent your idiosyncratic sentiments about aviation. Do not muddle your virgin thoughts and innocent mind with what you read here. This thread is no place for idealist wannabees like you. Your posts, while sometimes entertaining, often border on the absurd, and it gives me the creeps when I read them. While you claim to have only the best intentions, don't try to sound like you're a f@#$ing hero. As a fledgling wannabee, you still dont have that wisdom to start questioning the opinions of others who have seen the dark and brighter side of flying. Been there, done that. Come back when you are ready to face and accept the harsh realities of this marvelous job.