When you say you went 'tru' ptc, what exactly do you mean? Did you pass all your atpls? Did you do the CPL/MEIR? Did you even get a ppl? You seem to be withholding alot of information, what have you got to hide about your performance?
As reguards your other questions aimed at me ie. my finances, well thats none of your ******* business mate, maybe if you post your real name and your training record to back up your claims ill consider answering your questions.