Well guys, i flew again today thanks to the encouragement from you all. While I did not start this thread, it has shown me that most heli pilots have experienced fear. As I climbed thru 2000 feet today I got the same giddy feelings so kept it below that level with no problem. I will keep stretching the envelope until I can fly at 5000 feet no problem. Thanks for all the advice.
p.s. Whirlybird: I faced my fears as you recommended.