Let it go.
Ug,
sheees - you have a huge chip on your shoulder!! Let it go mate - its been 13 years and time to move on - LET IT GO!!! Verwoed has come and gone, its the "new" south africa where colour does`t make a difference....no.......wait.....yup, IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE JUST LIKE BEFORE!! - The way I see it, the only one here who has a problem with the colour of your skin is YOU!!! Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get on with it.