Am I mad?.
Now not married, family is pretty much grown up. It would basically mean going out to the states with nothing, coming back hopefully with a licence and looking for work. I am not particularly fussed about the type of work, instructing etc, just so long as I can earn a living. I am ready to make the jump ( a mid life crisis maybe), but I have never been so sure about wanting to do something........ it's just the thought of risking everything.