To be more clear, I never said that I would choose the orders to wich I would obei or not. I just admitted that IF France, the country for wich I'm serving, had to take position AGAINST my other country, (Lebanon), it's more than probable that I won't be able to obei...wich is quite different.
During conflicts you have to feel a kind of patriotism. Today, it's my second nation that is in pain, and I feel a need to serve it in a way.
As I belong to the French army, wich is probably gonna be engaged in Lebanon, I'd be pleased to be a part of it, especially since I agree with the french policy regarding this situation. I never said anything else than this...
Otherwise, for those who still feel disturbed by my attitude, they might try to call my boss to give him the details...