A miracle!
Sinbin, I'm not so sure this is the industry for you. 1.5 years? From what I have heard 1.5 years is just about enough to get from 0 time to full ATPL if you work absolutely solidly. High pressure job capable of funding training, a house, your wife and a spare bit of pocket cash for rich boy toys? Does the high pressure job involve...robbing banks?
If not what you have achieved is little short of a miracle and perhaps you should aim elswhere than flying. Perhaps run a jumbo on the weekends as a hobby. Concentrate your immense efforts on a skill that can improve the world we live in. It must be within your grasp?
What's my point here? If what you're saying isn't subject to the odd enhancement here or there you really should write a book and sell it. A lot of people would be interested and full time integrated schools would buy your silence as you'd be capable of single handidly bankrupting them all!
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