yes, you are burned.
go find the highest bridge in you area, and jump!!!
we have many many very good students, who are turned down, even for a mac donald position.
it is a high competitive market, only the best will survive.
I have several degrees, University, polytechnic in aviation. I have workeded for airbus in the design of the wing for the A380, and I can not find a job even on a cessna 150.