Try to take things less personal Strafer. I had the right to at least say something back.
...and yes I was out for some time as the crisis was a lot tougher after 9/11 than it is now, got a degree and worked my *** off to pay back my debts, buy me a car and a place to live...so now I'm back on track at pursuing my dream.
I wish you all the best but financially I've had it with debts, stressy situation man; you'll probably experience it in the upcoming months and years. In fact what is your position right now?