1pilot12345 says...
When I fly with a new hire now and he voluntary left a western type airline I instantly lose respect for him unless he has some great excuse - and most definitely not the one where he says he always wanted to fly a widebody
I guess that means you did not come from a western type airline. In any case, it means you are full of cr@p.
I am sure you are a pilot who has lots of experience therefore it could not take more than a month or so to go back to one of those "Western type Airlines".
Because you have not gone yet you must have lost respect for yourself. That is of course if you don't have a good "excuse".
Do us all a favour, leave and don't let the door hit you on the way out.
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