A320 - Why didn't you go to university, get a degree in a relevant subject (law, accounting, engineering etc etc), get a decent paying job and self fund the training that way. Take time out or go on contract for the larger training segments like the CPL and IR and use your holidays for building hours in the US or somewhere cheap, hot and fun. Then whilst you are working earning decent money you can be sending out your CV as well and if it never happens well at least you havent put all your eggs into one basket. You could even try and get a non flying job in an airline and develop your contacts that way. Or you could I suppose get huge loans and sit on pprune bleating about no one giving you a job.